Terrified (a little).. But, made up my mind.. I am experienced in wilderness & primitive living so I should be okay, even in my older age. Family is unsupportive and I was counting on them for help.. not gonna happen. So very sad. This is not a frivolous undertaking. I can no longer support myself in a healthy way. SS does not cover the necessities anymore, much less any niceties. Fall is upon me.. I'm way Up North. Can no longer afford rent. Must haul out the old backpacking tent etc. And find a place to park the car with two real bad tires and hunker down 'til I have the $ to get them fixed. Then get myself to BLM land in my AZ for the winter so I can save up for an older class C RV. It's a plan. I hope. Wish me good fortune please.