Ever try to please others only to realize you get the shaft in the end?
Part of life's learning curve? Leave a job to care for a parent then
family member takes over and your out of house wondering what
happened?
* Friendships are tested and more disappointment.
* Church message is: Come to us when your life is in order...we're
praying for you!
Living in motel throwing savings out the door knowing nine months
ago all that money would have bought me a sweet RV! Waiting
for family relationships to heal and you are exactly where you were nine months
ago--but nothing is static, so worse off?
I feel I have NO foundation under me! Looking to rent a mobile home or cabin
means being someplace but that place means nothing to me. Waiting for
a parent to die to move forward because you can't let go...life is a mess!
Judgments aside...I need a plan for a year, something to grab hold of here
in So Cal, 60 miles north of LA. I have a car and savings and cannot throw
money down the drain in a motel anymore hoping family will come around...
time is money for me and they don't get that and offer no help...and time
to move on. I will deal with guilt later or shame or whatever emotions come.
I know someone here can relate to some of this...or you know someone.
Class A or Class C? Van? Sell car? Where to go? BLM land? Buy some type
of yearly pass and bounce? What?
Hard to believe as a former school teacher my life has unraveled like this...
I used to influence young minds, now I need to get my mind right.
Family can be the greatest blessing or curse...but I guess it never really was
much of a blessing (I knew that, but wanted to hope)...now hope bites.
Rather than hide and run from reality, I am laying it out there...in a desperate
situation and need to grab hold of a plan to take action!
Open to all, will eat the melon and spit out the seeds, mainly motivation and
virtual community for now.
Peace...
Part of life's learning curve? Leave a job to care for a parent then
family member takes over and your out of house wondering what
happened?
* Friendships are tested and more disappointment.
* Church message is: Come to us when your life is in order...we're
praying for you!
Living in motel throwing savings out the door knowing nine months
ago all that money would have bought me a sweet RV! Waiting
for family relationships to heal and you are exactly where you were nine months
ago--but nothing is static, so worse off?
I feel I have NO foundation under me! Looking to rent a mobile home or cabin
means being someplace but that place means nothing to me. Waiting for
a parent to die to move forward because you can't let go...life is a mess!
Judgments aside...I need a plan for a year, something to grab hold of here
in So Cal, 60 miles north of LA. I have a car and savings and cannot throw
money down the drain in a motel anymore hoping family will come around...
time is money for me and they don't get that and offer no help...and time
to move on. I will deal with guilt later or shame or whatever emotions come.
I know someone here can relate to some of this...or you know someone.
Class A or Class C? Van? Sell car? Where to go? BLM land? Buy some type
of yearly pass and bounce? What?
Hard to believe as a former school teacher my life has unraveled like this...
I used to influence young minds, now I need to get my mind right.
Family can be the greatest blessing or curse...but I guess it never really was
much of a blessing (I knew that, but wanted to hope)...now hope bites.
Rather than hide and run from reality, I am laying it out there...in a desperate
situation and need to grab hold of a plan to take action!
Open to all, will eat the melon and spit out the seeds, mainly motivation and
virtual community for now.
Peace...