VanTrekker
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<p>I'm into my second week at the new job and it feels pretty dang good. (the auto parts store). Being on the feet has been painful at times - it's taking some getting used to. Management is good to let me train during the slower periods (sitting in front of a computer). It really helps with the soreness.<br /><br />It's a real self esteem booster to find something I enjoy doing and seem to be good at. Even if it's just putting on an elderly lady's license plates or installing wiper blades, it is a chance to do something kind for someone. Little things like that make a person feel useful.<br /><br />Don't get me wrong - I love driving around and camping in the van. Wearing tie dye and visiting cool new places frequently is fun but watching your financial reserves slowly dwindle is stressful. Failing at job after job is no picnic either. I was sinking into a deep depression and began to feel more and more at odds with the world. It was like, "What is the matter with me? Am I that bad of a worker?" A feeling of worthlessness was setting in - much of it from a lack of understanding from family members and neighbors.<br /><br />The new job has helped lift the mood. If I got fired tomorrow, the effects of just the last week of working would be long lasting. Feeling valued by the new bosses and that I'm making a tiny difference by helping customers who really appreciate it, is too fulfilling for words. It adds some balance back to a person's life. <br /><br />No, I don't think the key to happiness rests only in a job but going to one that you can at least tolerate - if perhaps even LIKE - helps. It is better than Prozac. Extra gas money is a good thing, too!<br /><br />V.T.</p>