When I was doing my build, I slept on an air mattress at first. This was the first time I took on a project so big, too, and I did it 99.99% by myself. I made a ton of mistakes along the way, but it still looks good. No one has noticed the holes I accidentally drilled into the side of the trailer among other mistakes. That saying of a good carpenter is one that knows how to fix his/her mistakes is true. Considering how many mistakes I fixed with this one project, I must be a Master Carpenter.
I was intimidated at first, but I wanted to do this. Instead of waffling, I finally said, "@&%$ this. I'm going to do it." And I did it. I didn't care. I was at a point in my life that living like I had been was wasn't an option anymore. I wanted more out of my life than I was getting.
Now I got it.