Cammalu
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I felt that I must start this thread. I've had some encouragement to do so and there is so much to say. I wish I was a wordsmith and could do a better job of this but I hope I can at least get some concerns out here.
So many women are on this forum, sometimes I think there are more of us than men by all the introductions I see but in just a bit of time most of the women's voices tend to disappear. I know it's hard to compete with the fellas and the fears of being overrun.
For me it hasn't been a problem. I started here very quiet for a long time but built up speed as my natural humor couldn't hold back. I offer very little in the way of advice, not out of shyness, but because I just don't know anything about mechanics or electronics or any of the myriad subjects that come through. I pretty much have to stick to the YARC where I've found a home and some very good, like minded forum members.
I've still not gotten around to the subject. Gotta warm up for this one as I imagine it's not going to be popular.....
I've specifically made this thread in the woman's room because I know where it would go and how heated it might get if I put it on the main forum. We need a place here to discuss this amongst ourselves without hearing, "Well, you should be more aware". "You shouldn't have been there" It always seems to come down to pointing fingers at the victims. It always seems to start out with the word YOU YOU YOU doesn't it? It's a pity really but a fact many of us are very aware of.
I was talking with another woman the other day about this subject and how so many good men are, bless their hearts, just totally unaware of what we go through or how we must adjust ourselves to survive as lone women.
I know many of you men will read this and I'm glad. I hope it helps to make you more aware of what we go through and have to think about on a daily basis.
In any case I was talking about being alone on the road and how we are told that it's perfectly safe. Just don't worry that something might happen. Nobody ever has that type of problem. Well, we know it can happen anywhere, to any woman, at anytime. I got to thinking and could not think of ONE woman that I knew that hasn't been sexually assaulted, raped or attacked at some time in their lives by a man just because she was female. Not one including myself.
Do we report this? Sometimes we do but more often we don't. We want to forget. We don't want this as part of our lives. We don't tell anyone for a long time. We hold it inside and are disgusted with the situation. Then we do what we have heard so many times and start the blame game. "Maybe if I wasn't in that parking lot it wouldn't have happened". "Maybe I should have put better locks on the doors". Or even "Maybe I should have known that guy was dangerous and shouldn't have gone out with him". Maybe I. Maybe I. Maybe I. Always twisting things around until you blame yourself again and again.
So many good men find anything like this hard to believe. They don't think that very many men are capable of such behavior and it's a very rare thing. Most of us women know that isn't true at all. Oh it can start when you are the most vulnerable as a child. Thank God I had a pretty good young childhood but so many did not and as I grew into a teen the fairytale was over.
Camping doesn't make you any less vulnerable. Shit can hit the fan at anytime, anywhere and when you least expect it. You will never have the advantage in a surprise assault. You may get out of it somehow but it's never going to be pretty. We can take all the care in the world and it can happen.
I'm not asking that you all share your stories unless you want to but I would like to know if there are some of you that have escaped this as I've never met a woman that has. Most women I've talked to can recount many, many vile experiences. I don't know how to do an anonymous pole but I'd like to see that also.
I know there are many points I've missed that I may come back to later. It's early and I haven't finished coffee.
One note: my crappy experiences never turned me against men like I know it has so many of you. I revel in being a woman and love them dearly. I love to baby and cater to them and see the sweet, happy faces turned to look at me with thanks. I've caught a lot of flack for that from other women also. I enjoy the company of men friends much more than women and am not blinded by my bad experiences. I love all the little and big differences that make men so unlike us. They are extraordinary to watch and their masculinity is heady. I hate to see them emasculated. Let them be men and you'll be much happier for that!
I'm not putting this out here to man bash because it's just not in me. I think we need to be very careful on this thread that it doesn't turn that way. We aren't talking about all men but we must know that we really aren't ever safe.
Take it away girls.
Camilla
So many women are on this forum, sometimes I think there are more of us than men by all the introductions I see but in just a bit of time most of the women's voices tend to disappear. I know it's hard to compete with the fellas and the fears of being overrun.
For me it hasn't been a problem. I started here very quiet for a long time but built up speed as my natural humor couldn't hold back. I offer very little in the way of advice, not out of shyness, but because I just don't know anything about mechanics or electronics or any of the myriad subjects that come through. I pretty much have to stick to the YARC where I've found a home and some very good, like minded forum members.
I've still not gotten around to the subject. Gotta warm up for this one as I imagine it's not going to be popular.....
I've specifically made this thread in the woman's room because I know where it would go and how heated it might get if I put it on the main forum. We need a place here to discuss this amongst ourselves without hearing, "Well, you should be more aware". "You shouldn't have been there" It always seems to come down to pointing fingers at the victims. It always seems to start out with the word YOU YOU YOU doesn't it? It's a pity really but a fact many of us are very aware of.
I was talking with another woman the other day about this subject and how so many good men are, bless their hearts, just totally unaware of what we go through or how we must adjust ourselves to survive as lone women.
I know many of you men will read this and I'm glad. I hope it helps to make you more aware of what we go through and have to think about on a daily basis.
In any case I was talking about being alone on the road and how we are told that it's perfectly safe. Just don't worry that something might happen. Nobody ever has that type of problem. Well, we know it can happen anywhere, to any woman, at anytime. I got to thinking and could not think of ONE woman that I knew that hasn't been sexually assaulted, raped or attacked at some time in their lives by a man just because she was female. Not one including myself.
Do we report this? Sometimes we do but more often we don't. We want to forget. We don't want this as part of our lives. We don't tell anyone for a long time. We hold it inside and are disgusted with the situation. Then we do what we have heard so many times and start the blame game. "Maybe if I wasn't in that parking lot it wouldn't have happened". "Maybe I should have put better locks on the doors". Or even "Maybe I should have known that guy was dangerous and shouldn't have gone out with him". Maybe I. Maybe I. Maybe I. Always twisting things around until you blame yourself again and again.
So many good men find anything like this hard to believe. They don't think that very many men are capable of such behavior and it's a very rare thing. Most of us women know that isn't true at all. Oh it can start when you are the most vulnerable as a child. Thank God I had a pretty good young childhood but so many did not and as I grew into a teen the fairytale was over.
Camping doesn't make you any less vulnerable. Shit can hit the fan at anytime, anywhere and when you least expect it. You will never have the advantage in a surprise assault. You may get out of it somehow but it's never going to be pretty. We can take all the care in the world and it can happen.
I'm not asking that you all share your stories unless you want to but I would like to know if there are some of you that have escaped this as I've never met a woman that has. Most women I've talked to can recount many, many vile experiences. I don't know how to do an anonymous pole but I'd like to see that also.
I know there are many points I've missed that I may come back to later. It's early and I haven't finished coffee.
One note: my crappy experiences never turned me against men like I know it has so many of you. I revel in being a woman and love them dearly. I love to baby and cater to them and see the sweet, happy faces turned to look at me with thanks. I've caught a lot of flack for that from other women also. I enjoy the company of men friends much more than women and am not blinded by my bad experiences. I love all the little and big differences that make men so unlike us. They are extraordinary to watch and their masculinity is heady. I hate to see them emasculated. Let them be men and you'll be much happier for that!
I'm not putting this out here to man bash because it's just not in me. I think we need to be very careful on this thread that it doesn't turn that way. We aren't talking about all men but we must know that we really aren't ever safe.
Take it away girls.
Camilla