Day Dreamer
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dellaterra said:Day Dreamer, what a gift to see your post this morning, as I was having similar feelings. To read someone else express them eased a bit of anxiety for me. I notice that much of your post was laced with the word "feeling" and that is what is going on here. Some feelings of unease. So, I want to say thanks for sharing and bringing this up. None of us was raised for this lifestyle and it is an unusual path. I have come to think of it as a particular calling. I too, feel the need for more purpose, but I think of it as sensing that I still have something to contribute. I have resolved that I want to document some of the beautiful things still left in America, before its all plowed under for suburbs. I have been amazed and surprised by beauty during the short time I have been on this path. For me, writing and photography are my how I hope to convey an alternative to the vast walmart wasteland that I see encroaching everywhere. I also think that doing something concrete and physical are a great soother of disquiet and anxiety. So yeah, volunteer or get a little job in the forest, stack some firewood or help out on an organic farm. Stay busy in body and mind. It has worked for me. PM me if you want to share some more ideas.
Glad it hits home with others, thank you!! It's basically fear of the unknown along with trying to undo 50 years of conditioning. It takes a while, I suppose.