Thank you guys. And it will get better. I promise you.
I love this forum and these people here with my whole heart. I feel especially protective of the ones who are the most marginalized and the ones who need us the most. I know I am bitchy and hard at times and wrong lots of times! But I will continue to do what I have to do to be available to keep this place open and accessible to the ones who have it the hardest.
Thank you for the votes of confidence.