cleanheart
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First, thank you Katie for this wonderful, helpful forum! Without it I would have given up and called it a day. <br>I have been doing some real soul searching and have made a crucial decision to go back into Sweetie!<br>When I first moved into her I was feeling desperate and felt that I had no other recourse. Things have changed once again! I'm so glad! I have missed Sweetie and well, even tho there's so much work to be done to her, like fixing the ceiling, I don't care! <br>There comes a time when we each must ask ourselves "Why do I do what I do"?! <br>I have loved being back here at the Lake but realistically I have wondered why! I end up spending so much money on gas and rent that it's just silly. Peace of mind can be found anywhere, it all depends on my attitude about where I am.......I love it here and have enjoyed it. I must ask tho, what about the long run. <br>I have no retirement fund and am 57 years young....Hoping I can work for at least a couple more years and get on the road as was my plan pre-Sweetie.<br>I am going to take my time going back and not feel so desperate about getting in and getting out of here. It will help so much to keep in the right mind frame. <br>This time I will sell absolutely everything I can instead of trying to hold on to furniture, (just in case). See, I don't believe I had really made up my mind to do this. <br>I have now.<br>I was afraid that Thor wouldn't adapt but he did, it was me all along. HA! I used him as an excuse because I was being wishy washy! lol<br> I'm so glad to see everyone once again! I've been without a internet connection and well, still am for a while longer but will soon be all good resting in Sweetie again! <br>Thanks for being here everyone!<br>Thanks for all your encouragement when I truly needed it!<br><br>ETA: I am not telling anyone this time around. I think that was part of the desperate feeling I had. All the negative comments from my friends and family. I'm just going to DO IT!