Patrick46
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SternWake said:I've got a few things I need to do before I leave, Like lining up some work for when I do return, and a few tasks for the parking spot lord, and might not get on the road tonight.
Yesterday I paddled way outside to beyond the kelp beds just to be as far away from people as I could get, but it was not far enough.
First...sorry to say...but I'm seeing excuses here.
You HATE the place where you're at, and yet, before you leave, you're lining up things for when you return??!! WTH??
You sound like you're in a box mentally, and don't know how to get out of it...at the mean time, you're also taking off for a spell. (which IS GOOD)...but nobody is making you return to where you're at now, except YOU! Think about this...
YOU can take off and find that peace of mind you're looking for...but knowing that you'll be returning to this 'bad' place is gonna eat away at joy you'll get when you find a quiet place. You don't hafta go back.
And getting some water time is definately good for the soul...but there again, you loose the joy when you come in and return to your nesting spot.
We've got waves up here Dude...and friendly folks, (and not too many of 'em either!), and jobs you can do too!! C'mon up North here. This may be the very thing you're looking for.
You've made you plans for the big excape....only you are keeping yourself from following through.
GodSpeed my friend.
(and I hope this message doesn't sound too harsh. I wish you only the best!)