thetundrawolf
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Alright so I will outline where I am at in life presently, and how to survive.
My only other recourse is to go on SSI, which to me feels like a dead-end in life, as they will not "allow" me to make any money.
To be fair, a little warning and background, my childhood was something I was lucky to survive, it was filled with violence, brutality, and horror, and it has left me with some lasting effects that do not allow me to integrate into society "like everyone else".
So, I am trying to survive the best I can, with what I have.
Presently, I am living with one of my abusers, and while they "leave me alone", i am looking to leave this place, if required. (Might be tomorrow? might be in a while? There are perks to living here, but I cannot help but think that it is not healthy, even if there is a "monetary" benefit, have money and be in a toxic situation, or be destitute, but free. That is what my options feel like.)
So, I am building a large, extended, 4x4 van, I am nearly done with it, a few more weeks and it should be finished. It is going to be quite large (The size of a small schoolbus.) and very liveable.
This is my second hand-built live-in camper van... My first one was also fully self contained, built on a Dodge chassis, and I found HAPPINESS in that van! Hence, why I am building this other one.
Recently, I publicly called out one of my abusers growing up, and it has caused ripples in the "family" (I use that word loosely! My brothers did not get the brunt of the torment I did, but they know something is "rotten" in the cupboard. The abusers maintain they did nothing wrong and that they were "good". The one I called out, tried to murder me as a child, but missed, the bullet grazing my temple. Something about karma and reaping what you sow...)
Anyway, while calling them out was a "mistake" I do not regret it. It had to be said, the truth had to come out.
However, it may have jeopardized my ability to remain where I am at long term, and I have little to no recourse.
I still have my other camper van I could "Fall back on" but I gutted it due to mold issues.
However, I would rather use my 4x4 van, and while I caused a ripple among the "family", my tenure here is not jeopardized.
So, I have two friends I can go live-with, one in Wyoming, one in California, who both have offered to let me stay with them, they are both good friends, and I can trust them (And they can trust me)
However, I do have a handyman/plumbing/construction business, so far I am the owner and only employee, however I am looking to get licensed and expand the business significantly, to generate residual income. I never made much money at it, but I am trying to blow it up so it is successful, and earn more than a small passive income. Not having to pay "rent" helps save a lot of money. I also had to go on food stamps, recently, due to losing my savings/money to an ex. (Stolen, basically)
My question would be, how do I do this, without paying spot rent? Run it from the road?
Before I go and nest with my friend(s), I want to tour a little, after selling my belongings, and see some of the USA in my 4x4 van (Chevy Express chassis, Timberline 4x4 kit.)
I do not have a lot of liquid assets, but hope to when I sell my possessions and get on the road.
My thoughts:
Stay at KOA campgrounds, and run my business
Stay at Federal campgrounds for 2 weeks at a time, and move the legal distance (Could do this perpetually?)
Put an ad out, on Craigslist, or some such thing, to rent a space in someones parking lot, or field, or etc. Maybe veen in exchange for work, but I do NOT want to be taken advantage of. I am actually highly skilled, but due to trauma from my past, find it difficult to maintain momentum in life, at least at this point in my life, now.
When my van is done, it will have:
1,600W solar, 3KW pure sine wave inverter, 12V brushless air conditioner and heater, septic, water, toilet, shower, sink, full security system.
So, I will not really "need" anything other than maybe occasional water, and maybe some septic services, but neither is necessary, I can easily go into town to get those things.
Find, maybe an RV park where I could park my van and have utilities, although I do not need them. This seems to be rather expensive, however, when there are cheaper (and better) options.
I enjoy being, where I can be naked, and in nature, where other humans are far from me. So, there's that. I am also, almost certainly, neurodivergent. (on top of other mental issues. I do best, alone, so far, in life. However, I can get along with others, so long as they are quiet and do not bother me.)
I have two dogs, medium sized, a Husky, and a Mutt type, Alsatian, Husky, and Akita mix, who is a sassy tomboy type, but has a good heart. The Husky is very intelligent and a jokester, can cannot help but chase horses.
The dogs are my (legitimate surrogate, give me a reason to live) family and I will not be separated from them. I have worked with wolves in my past, and I speak canine fairly well, and canines have been surrogates for me since I was a child, taking me in and showing me love when I got it from nowhere else.
I know, more than a few people are in similar situations, and it is only going to get worse, as housing prices and rent grow well outside of the reach of many people. I am hoping things get better for people who live in their vehicles, law wise, and amenity wise, and help wise, in the future.
I am hoping to find, self discovery healing, unity and such, on the road, and I know that things will get better, until I can find "myself" and find planting in an area, and grow my business into something successful that maintains me, and possibly even affords me a stick built home somewhere to retire in the future. I plan on, mostly, living in my van until that time, and possibly even after. If my first camper van was any indication, I will live in and only the use the house when I feel like it, but I prefer smaller spaces to live in, apparently.
Anyway I have work to do on the van, so I must go.
My only other recourse is to go on SSI, which to me feels like a dead-end in life, as they will not "allow" me to make any money.
To be fair, a little warning and background, my childhood was something I was lucky to survive, it was filled with violence, brutality, and horror, and it has left me with some lasting effects that do not allow me to integrate into society "like everyone else".
So, I am trying to survive the best I can, with what I have.
Presently, I am living with one of my abusers, and while they "leave me alone", i am looking to leave this place, if required. (Might be tomorrow? might be in a while? There are perks to living here, but I cannot help but think that it is not healthy, even if there is a "monetary" benefit, have money and be in a toxic situation, or be destitute, but free. That is what my options feel like.)
So, I am building a large, extended, 4x4 van, I am nearly done with it, a few more weeks and it should be finished. It is going to be quite large (The size of a small schoolbus.) and very liveable.
This is my second hand-built live-in camper van... My first one was also fully self contained, built on a Dodge chassis, and I found HAPPINESS in that van! Hence, why I am building this other one.
Recently, I publicly called out one of my abusers growing up, and it has caused ripples in the "family" (I use that word loosely! My brothers did not get the brunt of the torment I did, but they know something is "rotten" in the cupboard. The abusers maintain they did nothing wrong and that they were "good". The one I called out, tried to murder me as a child, but missed, the bullet grazing my temple. Something about karma and reaping what you sow...)
Anyway, while calling them out was a "mistake" I do not regret it. It had to be said, the truth had to come out.
However, it may have jeopardized my ability to remain where I am at long term, and I have little to no recourse.
I still have my other camper van I could "Fall back on" but I gutted it due to mold issues.
However, I would rather use my 4x4 van, and while I caused a ripple among the "family", my tenure here is not jeopardized.
So, I have two friends I can go live-with, one in Wyoming, one in California, who both have offered to let me stay with them, they are both good friends, and I can trust them (And they can trust me)
However, I do have a handyman/plumbing/construction business, so far I am the owner and only employee, however I am looking to get licensed and expand the business significantly, to generate residual income. I never made much money at it, but I am trying to blow it up so it is successful, and earn more than a small passive income. Not having to pay "rent" helps save a lot of money. I also had to go on food stamps, recently, due to losing my savings/money to an ex. (Stolen, basically)
My question would be, how do I do this, without paying spot rent? Run it from the road?
Before I go and nest with my friend(s), I want to tour a little, after selling my belongings, and see some of the USA in my 4x4 van (Chevy Express chassis, Timberline 4x4 kit.)
I do not have a lot of liquid assets, but hope to when I sell my possessions and get on the road.
My thoughts:
Stay at KOA campgrounds, and run my business
Stay at Federal campgrounds for 2 weeks at a time, and move the legal distance (Could do this perpetually?)
Put an ad out, on Craigslist, or some such thing, to rent a space in someones parking lot, or field, or etc. Maybe veen in exchange for work, but I do NOT want to be taken advantage of. I am actually highly skilled, but due to trauma from my past, find it difficult to maintain momentum in life, at least at this point in my life, now.
When my van is done, it will have:
1,600W solar, 3KW pure sine wave inverter, 12V brushless air conditioner and heater, septic, water, toilet, shower, sink, full security system.
So, I will not really "need" anything other than maybe occasional water, and maybe some septic services, but neither is necessary, I can easily go into town to get those things.
Find, maybe an RV park where I could park my van and have utilities, although I do not need them. This seems to be rather expensive, however, when there are cheaper (and better) options.
I enjoy being, where I can be naked, and in nature, where other humans are far from me. So, there's that. I am also, almost certainly, neurodivergent. (on top of other mental issues. I do best, alone, so far, in life. However, I can get along with others, so long as they are quiet and do not bother me.)
I have two dogs, medium sized, a Husky, and a Mutt type, Alsatian, Husky, and Akita mix, who is a sassy tomboy type, but has a good heart. The Husky is very intelligent and a jokester, can cannot help but chase horses.
The dogs are my (legitimate surrogate, give me a reason to live) family and I will not be separated from them. I have worked with wolves in my past, and I speak canine fairly well, and canines have been surrogates for me since I was a child, taking me in and showing me love when I got it from nowhere else.
I know, more than a few people are in similar situations, and it is only going to get worse, as housing prices and rent grow well outside of the reach of many people. I am hoping things get better for people who live in their vehicles, law wise, and amenity wise, and help wise, in the future.
I am hoping to find, self discovery healing, unity and such, on the road, and I know that things will get better, until I can find "myself" and find planting in an area, and grow my business into something successful that maintains me, and possibly even affords me a stick built home somewhere to retire in the future. I plan on, mostly, living in my van until that time, and possibly even after. If my first camper van was any indication, I will live in and only the use the house when I feel like it, but I prefer smaller spaces to live in, apparently.
Anyway I have work to do on the van, so I must go.