Hi ya'll! Ive been lurking this site for months maybe more than a year. I'm a middle aged woman with 2 kids who are about to go off to college( hopefully ). For about 4 years I have been researching cheap alternative living. Homesteading, tiny houses, and so on. I'm done with the rat race! I have fought blood sweat and tears for everything I've ever had only to have it all taken from me. From '09 to '12 I went through unimaginable hell that changed my perspective on everything, but I'll spare you the details besides I'm ready to move on from that. At this point I want to get a cargo van and fix it up but I have no money and no job so at this point it's just a dream. However I'm going flipping insane, if I have to stay in this deadend town in the middle of the country much longer I will probably just pack up my minivan grab my cat and run away. The reason I would like a cargo van is because I am an artist and I just can't figure out how I'll haul my paints and things in something too small. I will probably have to just take what I can get and build in baby steps because I don't think I'll manage to keep myself from going asap. I'm hoping I get a job, and my Etsy page starts selling and once I get on the road I'll try to sell my paintings on the side of the road maybe do some workamping? Welp I've got some new ideas I look forward to sharing and lots more questions so I'll see you around. Did I mention this site makes me so freggin happy! I feel like I just got home.