Did a little patio Dart proofing.
Left a little slot so the pup could survey the yard.
Due to d'Artagnon's significant cost, gonna have to wait on solar purchases, but I have a nice stash of plywood here so the work on Putt can continue moving forward. Oddly, it's not the physical build that's been on my mind...it's the metaphysical build within my mind that's had my attention.
This is probably old news around here, but the idea of pulling out of the driveway to live in Putt has been hitting me hard lately. It's not that I'm worried at all about whether it's something I want to do or not (there's no question there), and it's not all the physical things I have to do to be ready (billions and billions), it's the realization that my lifestyle will have to dramatically change, and that now is the time to begin.
Readying the house for, and imagining the 24/7 responsibility of training and raising Dart, brought it home big time. Essentially, I've begun the trip in ernest; I now
must adjust at least one personal behavior (taking care of Dart) that will last on into my journeys in Putt. My heart is telling me that now is the time to begin to make more internal change to ready myself.
I smoke. It seems ridiculous to put out the energy, resources, time, money, planning, ect., for three or four years only to find myself sick and unable to have 10-15 years traveling. I'm well practiced in quitting; did without for about 6 weeks but relapsed about 2 weeks ago.
I drink. Not a raging alcoholic, but I have to admit I'm a high-functioning one. I have 4-6 shots a night. Don't drink during the day unless it's the occasional beer or two on a Sunday afternoon as I work on Putt, and I don't have cravings when I don't drink during the day.
I'm over weight. I 5'10" and was 250lbs a year ago; I've dropped 30lbs in the past year as part of the project. I eat more healthy now: few carbs, little sugar, salads for lunch often, fast food is only occasional. But I can do better: more veggies, more time cooking, less "I'll eat an omelette with cheese and bacon because it's easier than prepping and cooking a healthier meal."
I want to begin:
- Cooking like I would in Putt.
- Practicing my ukulele.
- Quit smoking.
- Significantly reduce my drinking.
- Train Dart.
- Focus my resources mainly on preparing.
- Work more effectively on the Putt build.
- Begin a daily practice of meditation and exercise.
It's easy to say...much harder to face and effect the changes.
Any thoughts?