highdesertdweller
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Scared to death. Had a nice NM home that ex somehow got. Lived in neighbors old mobile for years, lost that. Went to live with family in another state, disaster. Temporarily in a camper, and if nothing comes up (doesn't look good right now), will be in my old 4runner. Ssi gives great medical, but not enough to live on like a "normal" person, not too mention, tracks you like a bloodhound. I've been watching Bob's videos, and now reading these forums. I do have some medical issues, but have been dealing with them as things arise. Was quite ill due to bad infection 2 years ago, but continue to mend. I was great at living alone, until, it seems I will be doing it for a time in an SUV, and possibly tent. I have a dog, and 2 cats that I miss horribly, but are being well taken care of by others while I transition once again. I am so tired. Just want to settle back to the peaceful life I had in my home with my pets. I hate having to depend on others, and frankly getting tired of always being in need. I actually am a handy person, having redone some plumbing, painting, landscaping and a little electrical (ceiling fans/lights)myself, and am certainly willing and able to learn what I need. But I am already a person who deals with anxiety, and all this shuffling around with little peace is very much getting to me. I recently watched a video with a 69 year young woman who lives in Columbus NM. Would love to hear from/meet up with some in the southern NM area to get some moral support, ideas, friendship, as I take my first steps. Living near the White Sands (NM) area. Thanks for reading.