Vonbrown
Well-known member
Thank you all for your acquaintance and your friendship.
Since my mini stroke I have had to reinvent myself and have no idea how or what. I am dealing with depression and a loss of confidence.
Last year I saw many of you at the "shoot" and also joined Caravan 1 seeking my direction. I failed you all miserably. I was withdrawn and perhaps a bit distant. I apologize. I was hoping to "hide out" in a caravan to still live my dream yet still be amongst like minded folks. I was flabbergasted to be invited to the shoot as a RTR original, yet never figured I was.
I'm so sorry to the many friends i made in the 5 years i part timed with for my behavior, it was not you but me.
I too made a career as a master mechanic and to offer my skills to my fellow van dwellers seemed like the right thing to do, it gave me post retirement, a purpose. The stroke took away my physical dexterity and that being part of my identity, plus the experience I brought to the table was for so many years, who I am or was.
I'm still working on my reinvention, and have gone full time in my 2016 Minnie Winnie and ask that you all forgive me while I struggle through depression and anxiety.
I promise I will muster the courage and show the respect that you all deserve.
I'm glad that the people I helped that I got to see at the shoot and in the caravans are still living the dream, and that was the intent. All of you to me are some very good people to know
Since my mini stroke I have had to reinvent myself and have no idea how or what. I am dealing with depression and a loss of confidence.
Last year I saw many of you at the "shoot" and also joined Caravan 1 seeking my direction. I failed you all miserably. I was withdrawn and perhaps a bit distant. I apologize. I was hoping to "hide out" in a caravan to still live my dream yet still be amongst like minded folks. I was flabbergasted to be invited to the shoot as a RTR original, yet never figured I was.
I'm so sorry to the many friends i made in the 5 years i part timed with for my behavior, it was not you but me.
I too made a career as a master mechanic and to offer my skills to my fellow van dwellers seemed like the right thing to do, it gave me post retirement, a purpose. The stroke took away my physical dexterity and that being part of my identity, plus the experience I brought to the table was for so many years, who I am or was.
I'm still working on my reinvention, and have gone full time in my 2016 Minnie Winnie and ask that you all forgive me while I struggle through depression and anxiety.
I promise I will muster the courage and show the respect that you all deserve.
I'm glad that the people I helped that I got to see at the shoot and in the caravans are still living the dream, and that was the intent. All of you to me are some very good people to know