I think the purpose of this post is to just relieve my frustration a little. I am all ears for advice but I am not sure there isn't anything that I have not already thought of.
:huh:
At the beginning of July I finally managed to sort out my car problems and hit the road. The fantasy was to go to Jackson, WY and get a job so I could hide from the heat and make a little money to supplement my meager SS.
It was fun - sort of - driving over here. I lost the center tongue jack for the trailer and also blew out a heater hose that puked out all my coolant. Kind passers by helped me enormously. There are some good hearts out there.
I was forced to buy a new generator and fuel was used like water. I made it though.
After some dithering about I backtracked to Alpine (south of Jackson Hole) to a travel center and got a job making pizzas in a Little Caesar's. I lasted 5 days. I managed 28 hours.
A brutal fact hit me square between the eyes forcing me to face reality. I cannot stand for 5 hours at a time. I tire, my back and feet kill me. A 5 hour shift leaves me useless recovering just enough to begin the new shift.
I feel very stupid. I feel like I have failed.
The original idea of supplementing my social security has rapidly run into a brick wall. I am too old for most work. I just can't leap around like a gazelle anymore. I could sit answering a phone or even driving rental cars but these jobs do not seem to exist.
I have spent so much time on Indeed and even Ziprecruiter that I have become an expert on manipulating their search engines.
I can find absolutely nothing.
Frankly I am out of ideas and starting to think that my $1000 a month from SS is going to have to be enough for the rest of my life. I am terrified of touching savings although I know I shall have to. I will need a 2nd LiFePho battery and definitely a 12v compressor cooler of some sort.
Expenses can be reduced by following the weather, avoiding running the generator too much by substituting solar and battery power. At the moment I am still recovering from the last shift slinging pepperoni like a Las Vegas poker dealer. Once my energy returns I shall see about continuing installing my solar panels.
Like I said at the beginning of this post I am just trying to verbalize my feelings of failure right now. I am not complaining - too much I hope - and I am open to input. I have a strong feeling I am not alone with this problem.
:huh:
At the beginning of July I finally managed to sort out my car problems and hit the road. The fantasy was to go to Jackson, WY and get a job so I could hide from the heat and make a little money to supplement my meager SS.
It was fun - sort of - driving over here. I lost the center tongue jack for the trailer and also blew out a heater hose that puked out all my coolant. Kind passers by helped me enormously. There are some good hearts out there.
I was forced to buy a new generator and fuel was used like water. I made it though.
After some dithering about I backtracked to Alpine (south of Jackson Hole) to a travel center and got a job making pizzas in a Little Caesar's. I lasted 5 days. I managed 28 hours.
A brutal fact hit me square between the eyes forcing me to face reality. I cannot stand for 5 hours at a time. I tire, my back and feet kill me. A 5 hour shift leaves me useless recovering just enough to begin the new shift.
I feel very stupid. I feel like I have failed.
The original idea of supplementing my social security has rapidly run into a brick wall. I am too old for most work. I just can't leap around like a gazelle anymore. I could sit answering a phone or even driving rental cars but these jobs do not seem to exist.
I have spent so much time on Indeed and even Ziprecruiter that I have become an expert on manipulating their search engines.
I can find absolutely nothing.
Frankly I am out of ideas and starting to think that my $1000 a month from SS is going to have to be enough for the rest of my life. I am terrified of touching savings although I know I shall have to. I will need a 2nd LiFePho battery and definitely a 12v compressor cooler of some sort.
Expenses can be reduced by following the weather, avoiding running the generator too much by substituting solar and battery power. At the moment I am still recovering from the last shift slinging pepperoni like a Las Vegas poker dealer. Once my energy returns I shall see about continuing installing my solar panels.
Like I said at the beginning of this post I am just trying to verbalize my feelings of failure right now. I am not complaining - too much I hope - and I am open to input. I have a strong feeling I am not alone with this problem.