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I am struggling to stay optimistic as I wait for liberation from this self imposed prison (read: mortgage) and it's pushing the limits of my endurance. I try not to live in the future as this is not healthy, but my current situation grates on my last nerve like claws on a chalkboard. In 7 1/2 months I'll make a break for freedom. Each day is a torment in the meantime. Sometimes the fear that something will go wrong and delay my emancipation is overwhelming. I just needed to express this feeling to try and rid myself of it. Thanks for listening.