My life has been the perfect storm of disasters up to this point. Whenever things got bad, part of me has always dreamed of escaping, going wherever the wind takes me and depending on no one. I kept on trying to make it like I thought a "normal person" should, and it kept on ending in disaster time after time. I hit a breaking point a little over one year ago. Long story short, I ended up with a bunch of medical bills and am no longer in the US military. As it happens, I came upon a decent sum of money that I will not be able to keep long due to my debts. It suddenly hit me about two weeks ago. This is my chance. If I don't do it now, I'll never be able to. I'm 21 and I love being alone with my thoughts, and I am not afraid of anything. There is nothing left that can be taken from me besides my freedom. The longer I stay in one spot, the more of that freedom I lose.<div><br></div><div>I've gone into full planning mode. I sniped a beautiful 1995 econoline 150 conversion van with only 34k miles on it and all new pipes and radiator off of craigslist... yeah it's beautiful under the hood. Looks brand new. The door cables are all broken though except the drivers side, so I got it for only 2k. I fixed the doors myself, and am now in the process of designing the interior. Getting 600 amp hours of AGM batteries, 290W of solar panels, adding a vent fan and a 12 volt fridge, getting a little burner for cooking... it's gonna be awesome. I don't have a lot of time though. Maybe 3 weeks to be finished. I've got all the theory of the system mapped out, and have already bought most of the parts. Now it's just a matter of putting it all together. All told, it's gonna cost under 4 grand, which will leave me with enough left over to live for at least half a year.</div><div><br></div><div>After that... who knows. I'll go where the wind takes me. Maybe head to Florida. I haven't been to the beach in a while.</div>