Thank you Bullfrog for the good input/advice <3
I know i should try to prepare & save up money first. I am presently working, but my health is declining because of too much work & stress. I do not want to work anymore, if and when i decide to be a nomad. My current situation : I recently moved out of an apartment, so i could use the money i make to pay off bills and get my credit up to snuff. I don't have to pay rent now as i am living with someone that owns a house & doesn't expect me to pay rent. However.... I've been trying to leave this person forever....it is a very toxic relationship...and i've been living in a state of fight or flight for the 30 years i've been with him....all i do is look at vans on the internet & dream of one day escaping....about 6 months ago i bought a Nissan NV (high top), i LOVED it !!!! I bought it from a dealership for around $24,000 (2016/very low miles (40,000?) > Then i freaked out because i forgot winter is coming and i would have to get up every morning and scrape the snow & ice off of it....and thought that would be too much to handle....now i regret i did that.....so i traded the Van at the dealership for a Rouge (2019), they told me i had to buy a new vehicle before they would do the trade....so i am stuck with this car now, that i'm paying almost $700 per month for....
So i know the smart thing to do is to save money for emergency's....and buy a vehicle that i won't have to do much fixing (i am not a mechanic & know nothing about fixing & repairing myself).
My only income when i stop working will be $600 (social security)
I am sick of working and do not want to work when i quit.
I want to quit working in about a year.
I'm just afraid i might not make it one more year & will have to flee in a state of fight or flight.
So maybe i should just trade the car back for a good reliable van at the dealership again....make those monthly payments towards the van instead of the new car....suck it up if i have to scrape snow & ice off (if i get a high top)
If i make $2,000/per month payments instead of $300/per month i can get it paid off in about a year or so.....then i won't have to make payments on the road....and i will only have car insurance to worry about....and phone/internet/gas/food/etc.
i know it is really a bad idea to buy a cheap vehicle that will only be a headache for me.
i'd rather have a full size van than a mini van.
Maybe i answered my own question.
I trust & respect the advice of you good people, that have so much experience <3