Star Gazer I know how you feel. I had lots of "friends" that I've helped, I always worked long & hard to do what I thought was the right thing to do, had the toys, cabin, etc then broke my back 10 years ago & most of my friends wentpoof & were gone. I let them use the cabin while I was recouping & couldn't walk for a year. Then a real friend & I fry up & picked up over 600 beer cans from the yard & left many more. I sold it & the new owner picked up about 900 more. The few true friends I could count on 1 hand & my best one died, & my dog Annie died. But dearh is part of life. My 2 sons don't even come over as they're afraid I might need a box moved or something so I'm selling it all & going to explore the greatest country on earth. I do believe in people & think maybe the good ones ones are still out there & I'm sure I'll meet good & bad. My life has no rear view mirror & I don't blame anyone or hold grudges. I've always been an extrme adrenaline junky & done most everything to the extreme so it's time to try the slow lane for a while. I worked ard all my life to get all this stuff I thought I wanted & now it's a burdon till it's gone & I'm free. Thae happiest people on earth have the least. Good luck I wish you the best & being Thankful is the path to being Happy.