this is me

[wagoneer]

Video - Ellie Goulding - Lights

 

[owl]

Adrian, what is going on?

 

[wagoneer]

I wanna change teams Thank you OWL Having a moment in my skin, at 65 just enjoy being alive big hug to you,

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How cool is she, It.s ok you can ban me. I still love you all

 

[owl]

Adiran, seriously talk to me, message me. What is happening?

 

[hippiechk]

Adrian...oh hell buddy, I get it I think, consider yourself hugged!

 

[wagoneer]

You guys are just not going to give up on me are you? Well, all is well on Flood St. My Owl's are with me as I will explain. I grew up in an area called Glen Park It is a glen and canyon. it was in the 50's a sort of dumping ground with Model A fords stuck in the creek water running through the motors that people rolled down the hill, hobo's lived there and a lot of weird stuff as a boy we would camp out and spend the night. The constant resident was an owl made himself well known for his call. I think I found the tree he called home because of all the neatly cleaned skulls and bones at the base of the tree. Sending you a pic of the owls in my living room. That video as shallow as it seems speaks to me and sharing it was a natural response. No I am not switching teams that is not my style I just feel liberated watching a woman dancing and wanna be her in that moment.
Owl this one is for you
A pair of owls guard my fireplace

 

[hippiechk]

Good Morning Adrian...I hope the dawn brought a lightening?

And, absolutely not, will I give up!

 

[wagoneer]

As the dawn always does for me a new day. I'm just too sensitive these days and can't seem to shrug of the recent debris, having a morning of licorice root tee and tippy typing my little brains out. Thanks for checking in I don't mean to be a wet blanket (at least it's wool) and will still keep warm thoughts alive. I am all about wool blankies.

 

[papas34]

My first thought was....this is who Micheal Jackson was trying to become....maybe you need a Farris wheel!!!

I'll send a Hug!!!

Papa

 

[wagoneer]

ouch that. MJ was needing some serious help. He was such a good looking kid. Thanks. PS I don't get the farris wheel link

 

[VanGanesha]

it was in the 50's a sort of dumping ground with Model A fords stuck in the creek water running through the motors that people rolled down the hill

Thank you Wagoneer, for the honest truth of expression. It's a much needed and welcomed expression. Too often we get caught up in the mechanicals of travelling, and forget that there is strong emotions that travelling brings to the front of our thoughts. Thank you for the bravery in sharing.

And as we are exposing a tender side..... many times when camping alone in the middle of the night... when the stars are looking back at me....with their silent questions. I find myself screaming this song....



---VanGanesha

 

[hippiechk]

Adrian my friend...can I hijack yer thread for a minute or two?

I could use a blankie and some tea...I don't really deserve sympathy...

Its very late and I'm sleepless and my mind is whirling, I still have to keep heading west (further away), I have things to do, adventures to encounter, new friends to meet and many thing to get done! Being alone and lonely when you are alone in the world is a hard ache like a toothache that won't quit. And I know I have absolutely nothing to complain about because I am so lucky to have found another chance at love!!! But I am alone and lonely anyway and I had forgotten how sharp the pain of missing someone you love/want/need beside you could be. Go ahead and think I'm a bitsh and a pussy because I am being one...

Joni...go...find somewhere to lay your head!!

 

[wagoneer]

Hijack away girl thats never bothered me your certainly not off-thread.Sounds like you have a bit of an adventure, this is wonderful, a bit of advice from a similar open heart stay in the moment. Too much planning can lead to too much frustration. Go do it and will see you soon hopefully. goodnight fear.

 

[hippiechk]

Thanks Adrian...its just a couple of governments, an international border and a butt load of laws and paperwork to get through in reaching the goal...before the end of April...WTH, bring 'em on!

 

[WheelEstate USA]

(((Joni)))
*Big warm blankie and steaming mug of tea :heart: *

You got this...no worries.

 

[caseyc]

I am not understanding this thread.........at all, haha.

 

[WheelEstate USA]

Casey, have you ever wanted to just slip away from your normal comfort zone and let some inner feeling take over for a little bit??

 

[caseyc]

Maybe I need to inhale some good stuff first and it will all make sense to me? Hee hee.

 

[Mac J]

I am not understanding this thread.........at all, haha.

I'm not sure I get it either. But....
Ellie Goulding is hot.

 

[wagoneer]

caseyc you are def not the friekiest, does not mean i don't like you as a travel bud, just watch your back lol. We will see you all in Q, PS I think you guys are listening to the wrong music, or not getting involved enough come on pick it up.