Chancebond
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Ok, so hear goes. Today, I spilled something. Btw I'm 16. It was family night, and my mom brought in my nachos. They looked awesome. Now, I'm no where close to suicidal, but I seriously considered it. All my life, I've known I never fit in. Whether it be at sports, school, or home, I just knew it. As I'm writing this im crying. :'( :'( :'(. I've always had a different opinion than most.
I spilled something. It was a bunch of Nachos. I went to tell my mom, and she just started yelling at me. (This isn't a suicide note, I just want to tell people how close I came today). So, I went to go get Zout™ to clean up the mess. After I did that, I went to go get the vacuum. I didn't know it didn't work. So then, my mom came over, and started yelling at me. She started cussing and yelling and everything, saying Zout is f-ing not for f-ing carpets because it will -fing discolor it mothers-er. Then I went on here to type this up. After I started this, my mom came into my room to say she was sorry. At first I didn't believe her, but now I do. I accept her apology. I need help! What is wrong with me? Did I act un-rationally to hate her just a little for all the years she's verbally abused me? Or did I stay within reason. I can't believe I came this close to taking my own life! Can somebody out there please say that they look be me?
I spilled something. It was a bunch of Nachos. I went to tell my mom, and she just started yelling at me. (This isn't a suicide note, I just want to tell people how close I came today). So, I went to go get Zout™ to clean up the mess. After I did that, I went to go get the vacuum. I didn't know it didn't work. So then, my mom came over, and started yelling at me. She started cussing and yelling and everything, saying Zout is f-ing not for f-ing carpets because it will -fing discolor it mothers-er. Then I went on here to type this up. After I started this, my mom came into my room to say she was sorry. At first I didn't believe her, but now I do. I accept her apology. I need help! What is wrong with me? Did I act un-rationally to hate her just a little for all the years she's verbally abused me? Or did I stay within reason. I can't believe I came this close to taking my own life! Can somebody out there please say that they look be me?