Hello folks! I'm a 74 year old widower – lost my wife back in 2005. I know, first-hand, how crippling depression can be – that realization took quite a long time for me as I am usually the last person to know how I feel about things. That enlightenment came to me the other day when I woke up and looked out the window: “.... another empty day” I said to myself. Those words surprised me. Is that what I think of my life – empty? Yes … that is how I've been living for the last 13 years. I remember decades earlier, Gayle and I had a cab-over camper we put on a ¾ ton pickup. That thing took us on numerous vacations, and countless weekend trips. Once, we even drove it up the AlCan into Alaska where we loaded onto a ferry from Homer to Prince Rupert – and then down into California where we lived. Those were good times. Remembering this, I started searching YouTube for anything dealing with RVs. That is when I became acquainted with Bob's videos and the idea of becoming a “Snow Bird”. I need a new paradigm to my day to day life, I need to take a spiritual journey, I need to heal … I think a good used class C motor home would suit my needs. My biggest burden to this idea is that I have four dogs, and they are my last source of joy. I will not give them up. I'm not sure how I am going to deal with this, yet.