Ill keep it short. After my ETS from the Army Guard, I hit rock bottom pretty hard. I had/have some severe mental health issues along with physical issues from injuries sustained working an old job. I just got out of a long term ethically non-monogamous relationship, the person whom I've been living with since the breakup. I decided I don't have the funds, nor do i want to keep perpetuating the pain of the "American Dream". I feel once I'm free. Ill probably start to feel myself again.